Losing Heart

I'm on a roll recently - I've got another story ready for posting, and am making real headway into reaching a conclusion with MSC.  While I continue to work on that though, here's another offering.  This one has a little bit of a crossover with Criminal Minds - and unsurprisingly was inspired by Brooke's appearance in the series.

When Callie and Erica's daughter, Jess, goes missing, will they hold together, or lose each other too?
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Under The Gun

It feels forever since I posted anything here - and for that I owe everyone who ever read Med School Chemistry and Life's A Game We're Still Learning To Play, an apology, seeing as neither of them were ever finished!  I'm currently working to remedy that though, my muse having been revived by the need to write SwanQueen fic.  In the mean time, however, I have a new offering - a short AU story which I only have one chapter left to post!

Recently I've been posting my fic over at, so if you're interested in reading, please follow the link below

Hope you enjoy!

New Fic: What Took You So Long. Parts 1-3/3. Complete.

Title: What Took You So Long. Parts 1-3/3.
Author: punky_96
Pairing: Callica, Mallie (past)
Rating: G
Summary: AU. I think that you’ll figure it out, but the story is Callica, with a smidgen of former Mallie. Callie in the fic is 36, Mark is 45 and Erica is 44 that way Marcos is 10. Callie was 26 when he was born.
Disclaimer: standard disclaimer on my LJ/DW page
A/N:  For the first 2.9 years of its life this fic was called "Untitled Callica. Principal Hahn."  In keeping with how long it took to finally
finish this fic the title is now called 'What Took You So Long.'  LOL.

If anyone still reads Callica, I sure hope you enjoy.  :)


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One Heart Too Few

Hey there.

A few of you have asked me why One Heart Too Few hasn't been updated. I have about nine new chapters that I will be putting up one day. A LOT of stuff has happened in my personal life (dad died, miscarried, lost my best friend), but one thing happened that I simply cannot shake.

I'm currently dealing with PTSD. I was assaulted March 23, 2011. It's as though my life is on shut down. I can't write. I can't think straight. I'm on a ton of medication. I no longer drive. Going out in public (and fearing that I will run into the asshole who did this) makes me throw up and have cold sweats. I have night terrors. I have day terrors. I've started sleepwalking again and I haven't done that since I was a teenager. My medication is too expensive so we've cut down on anything that isn't 100% necessary. And it's still not enough. We're sinking and sinking fast.

The depression, anxiety and panic attacks are killing me. Lately . . . I just want to close my eyes and never wake up again. Quit living. Quit existing. Quit feeling. Just . . . remove myself from the world and never look back. I'm worth more monetarily dead than alive. Right now --- I'm just another bill that we can't afford.

Be safe out there, folks. Watch your back, don't trust strangers, and don't open your door if someone knocks late at night. Even if he does look like a young kid in need of help.

I'm linking you to my story. The police report is there. Photos are there. A note from my psychiatrist is there on her prescription pad to prove she's treating me and what she's treating me for. I feel like I will probably write again one day, but right now my brain is so clogged up with hurt and meds and worry over money that it's hard for me to carry on a conversation, much less get words down on paper that make sense. It's like he stole my imagination every time his fist or foot connected with me. He certainly stole my will to live.

Once upon a time you all let me tell you the story of Callie and Erica the way *I* wanted it to go. You encouraged me. You made me smile. You gave me confidence in my writing ability. You've already given me so much, but I'm asking you for more. I know it's a lot to ask, but please repost the link below anywhere online that you are allowed to do so. Please do this for me. You guys recommended 'One Heart Too Many' to your friends and by word of mouth it became a surreal experience with hundreds of readers who blessed me with feedback, friendship, and love.

I'm asking you to recommend my story again. But this time it's about me. It's non-fiction. And right now, there is no happy ending in sight.

Trigger warning because there are photos of the aftermath at the link below:

My story.

Thank you all. So much. I love and miss you.


Reading My Fics

It's been a very long time for a Grey's post from me, but I have some LJ users who would like to join my fic community who have been unable.

If you are 18 years old or older and have a validated email on the account you use for LJ then you can join my fic community and read my fics.  I haven't written much Grey's in a very long time, but maybe folks are looking for those old posts.  Idk.

To join click here and click JOIN:  LINK
If you can't seem to join, then try re-validating your email for your LJ.  Here's the FAQ link:  LINK
On that FAQ page you have to click the 'request another one' in order to validate your email address.

When I try to let folks join the community I get a message like this saying I let someone in and that I didn't let someone else in.

Once you are in try the FIC LIST on the right hand side of the community, scroll down to find the Grey's Anatomy fics.

Happy reading, everyone!   -- punk xxx


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Fanfic: Sway with Me

Title: Sway with Me
Author: magapple
Rating: PG
Fandom: Grey's Anatomy
Pairing: Callie/Erica
Disclaimer: All television shows, movies, books, and other copyrighted material referred to in this work, and the characters, settings, and events thereof, are the properties of their respective owners. As this work is an interpretation of the original material and not for-profit, it constitutes fair use. Reference to real persons, places, or events are made in a fictional context, and are not intended to be libelous, defamatory, or in any way factual.
Summary: It's Callie and Erica's first night out dancing. Takes place during the beginning of their friendship.
Author's Note: This has been sitting here for a few days. And by that I mean since 2009. This story has been beta'd by DianeB because everyone needs a beta reader and also because English isn't my first language.

Sway with Me


Life's A Game We're Still Learning To Play Parts 12 and 13

Sorry for the delay, I've been trying to hunt down the missing chapters for this which decided to save themselves in a new folder on my external hard drive without telling me!  That and I've been trying to kick start some old half finished Callica fics.

Anyway, now that they've been found and briefly checked for any glaring mistakes...on with the fic!

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Life's A Game We're Still Learning To Play 9/?

Okay, shoot me!  Apologies for the lack of posting - I've been back at home, cleverly leaving this saved on my computer at my university address.  But, now I have it back and so updates should be posted quickly seeing as I've had almost a month to sort out the later chapters!

On the up side, I did find a USB drive at home with a tonne of fanfics I don't even remember starting - many of them Callica - would it be worth continuing them and posting?

Anyway, enough stalling...enjoy (fingers crossed!)

Title: Life’s A Game We’re Still Learning How To Play…
Author:  hahns_girl
Pairing:  Callica (but be patient for it)
Rating:  PG-13?
Summary:  What happens when a certain blonde cardio surgeon is back in town with more than one offer to make? (slightly AU)

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Life's A Game We're Still Learning How to Play 8/?

Title: Life’s A Game We’re Still Learning How To Play…
Author:  hahns_girl
Pairing:  Callica (but be patient for it)
Rating:  PG-13?
Summary:  What happens when a certain blonde cardio surgeon is back in town with more than one offer to make? (slightly AU)
Anything Else?: Comments (and constructive criticism/spelling errors) are more than welcome!

Part 8 - sorry it took so long, I had to spend some time catching up with a few things and trying to sort out where the hell this fic is going, since my muse seems to be taking it for a ride and I seem to be forced to follow!  Anyway, hope you enjoy!

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